gimmie what chu got

Sometimes my visions are subjective....I guess it's because the future can always change ....

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Don't believe everything you've heard about me... The truth is much worse

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“It’s not the right person asking the right question that flips the switch in your mind. It’s the fact you finally hear what’s being asked.”

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People can be so exhausting..I guess at some point in your life ... you cant help but get tired of fixing everything & trying to make everyone happy. Just so you know ... when you finally decide to quit, it's NOT giving up. its realizing you don't need certain people and the bullshit they bring in to your life.

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If you let people break your spirit and detour you from your path, then you have not been true to yourself or those you're here to touch, those who believe in you.” ad

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“Love truly can be blinding, especially when we want so badly to believe that the person we have given our heart to is actually worthy of the gift.” Just know that the only person you can change is yourself, and if your significant other is determined to be controlling or disregards your feelings and isn’t interested in sharing ideas, he’ll be that way till the end of time.

Yep, it might feel warm and fuzzy to look back on the early days of passion and honeymoon behavior, but the reality of right now is what counts. I guess The Rolling Stones had it right. “The real world. It can be cold and hard sometimes and you will not always get what you deserve—but you will always get what you settle for.”

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Why is the truth painful? I guess deep down, nobody wants to hear it, especially when it hits close to home. There are times when we tell the truth because the truth is all we have to give. Sometimes we tell the truth because we need to say it out loud to hear it for ourselves. And sometimes we tell the truth because we just can’t help ourselves. Sometimes, we tell them because we owe them at least that much.

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Forgive and forget. That’s what they say. It’s good advice, but it’s not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled… old wounds never heal. And the most we can hope for, is that one day we’ll be lucky enough to forget.

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FACT : What doesn't kill you makes you wanna do it again.

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seriously..... how am i supposed to respect you if you are going to love me for who i am ?

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When I finally met with my surgeon... to go over my options... I ended up with more devastating news.... apparently there is not one but 3 fibroids...one the size of a softball one the size of a peach and the third one is the size of a.........well lets just say the overall shock caused me to go into an O.B.E. when I finally came back into my body... I guess we were talking about different procedures, needing a bowel suspension, recovery time four months....and that if I didn't have them removed I might not make it to age 51.....Horrified yet relieved at the same time .....from the thought of this inside of me. I wanted them cut out of me immediately. I was so upset. All the questions I had for my Dr had blown out the window.... When I calmed down.... I said to my Dr... "no matter what happens .. no matter what you find (because they truly don't know how deep the fibroids run) you have to promise me I will still have my uterus"....he said "he could not and that a hysterectomy was my only option"...

..."Over my dead body am I having a hysterectomy".... is what i told him.. "That's not an option for me".... "EVER"....As of last month I started radical alternative therapy's combined with chemo injections... and judging by the way I feel after my first month of chemo.. its gonna be a long 5 months.

Funny when you are headed toward an outcome too horrible to face, you go looking for a second opinion. And sometimes, the answer you get just confirms your worst fears. But sometimes, it can shed new light on the problem, make you see it in a whole new way. After all the opinions have been heard and every point of view has been considered, you finally find what you're after - the truth. But the truth isn't where it ends, that's just where you begin again with a whole new set of questions.

Posted by crystal13 at 11:21 PM 0 comments    

When fate comes into play
sometimes choice goes out the window
love.. like life is about making choices
and fate has nothing to do with it
everyone thinks true love is so romantic....

if Juliet was so in love then why did she drink a bottle of poison and go to sleep in a mausoleum?

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WOT MORE DO YOU NEED ?
Canvas Gallery

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Time ain't gonna cure you honey
Time don't give a shit.
Time ain't gonna cure you honey
Time's just gonna hit on you


you got to go steal ahead

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I speak my mind when I'm at home
Censor when I'm not alone
Choose who I am open to

It doesn't mean that I am closed
It doesn't mean I've given up on hope
It's just not worth the breath

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sometimes knowing when to leave… is like knowing when to love

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I'm brushing my teeth like I have goals in life......

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Big talk is easy... but results.. are hard to come by

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Nothing of value or no-one of merit arrives prior to the right time

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If you are depressed you are living in the past. If you are anxious you are living in the future. If you are at peace you are living in the present.”
— attributed to Laozi.

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"There’s something now that you probably can’t change, but you definitely can change the way you feel about it, and changing that really will change your life"

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"As with stuff you don’t like, so too with stuff you like too much. Don’t torture yourself with burning yearnings. If you can’t yet fulfil them, forget them. The things you can have now are worth far more than the things you can’t!"

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Most people think, ‘If only I knew everything, then I could be sure of making th...e right decision.’ Actually, though, if they really knew everything they would know there is no such thing as an ultimate ‘right’ or a definitive ‘wrong’. All pictures change according to the angle from which you are viewing them. The only people in this world who would argue with this are the folk who have yet to learn all that there is to know. You don’t know everything now, but you know enough.

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It might be gone tomorrow. So if you choose it… choose it without regret–without remorse. And keep to yourself the things that belong only to yourself.

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LIFE IS GOOD: After Pickles managed to knock me to the ground last night ...which means Yes.... I touched the carpet at THE HILO.....shortly after that ... I have developed a weird rash and have been admitted on to the Infectious Disease floor at Baptist.........Life is Good

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Could somebody look into why drive through ATM’s have Braille on them and get back to me?"
— I NEED ANSWERS

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Logic tells itself what it wants to hear. Then it tells itself how clever it has been for thinking this. It retrospectively justifies every situation to match whatever hypothesis it is working on. If that doesn't work, it tries another model. It stops when it thinks it has a fit. But if the real explanation is emotional, logic just cannot accept it. But your heart now remembers more than your head will one day forget!

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After my cat spends the day rolling around in the dirt and leaves in my backyard as if he were cast in the movie "BORN FREE " I'm sure there is a logical explanation as to why he insists on nestling his filthy furry arse in my clean white sheets at bedtime....
#trynnottokillmycat

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Labels: TIME FOR A BATH trynnottokillmycat dirt rolling filthy furry clean born free logical sheets bedtime leaves explanation nestling

If the contrast between what you’ve want and what you’ve got seems too big, that’s no reason to stop wanting it!

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"Do you dare take the risk you are now contemplating? What if it backfires? What if you end up looking silly with a lot to explain? Then again, let’s look at the other side of this. What if you don’t try? What if you miss a great opportunity? What if you end up kicking yourself? All will be fine as long as you follow the first law of gambling. Never bet a penny more than you can afford to lose. There’s a point past which you must not go. Until you reach it, you should keep on going! And if it’s an emotional gamble, rather than a financial one that you’re considering, remember that pride is never worth trying to preserve!"

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Labels: 2 SIDED OPPORTUNITY dare risk backfires look side try law gambling penny afford lose reach emotional financial pride preserve kicking first take contemplating miss dont silly

Some how our luck goes wherever we go - but, like our nose, we cannot see it bec...ause it is too close to us. We only see it in reflection. When we stop to look back on where we have been or what we have been through, we get some idea. But others are in a better position than we are to assess the extent to which we have been blessed or cursed. We really can’t be objective because we take our disappointments so closely to heart - and are often over-exuberant about our successes. You will do well by anyone’s standards… even your own.

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"If you have ever visited a carnival, you have probably seen the goldfish game. Dozens of small bowls containing goldfish are placed in the center of a ring. Players receive three balls for a few dollars, and the goal is to toss a ball and have it land into a bowl. If it does, the player wins a goldfish. Beyond the risk to the poor goldfish, there is another problem: most people don’t really want a goldfish; they are simply inspired to win the contest and test their “tossing” skills. Don’t get involved in a competition now, unless you’re sure you want whatever is on offer."

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Labels: THINK ABOUT WOT YOU WANT.....FIRST GAME GOLDFISH BOWLS RING BALLS DOLLARS TOSS PLAYER WANT CONTEST TEST COMPETITION

"Where are you heading for? That’s the question. It’s really not, ‘will you get there?’ That’s a much more minor consideration. Contrary to popular belief, ‘The road to hell is NOT paved with good intentions.’ Or, if it is, so is the road to heaven! ( not that I believe in either if the two ) Intentions are important. They make a difference.So, too, do principles. Values. Intelligent, sensitive thoughts. If you’re not applying those, you can end up getting very lost, even if, in theory, you know where you are"

Posted by crystal13 at 5:58 PM 0 comments    

Funny how… some people want what they can’t have and takes a “moral” stance on what they can’t be.

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SIGNS YOU'RE CAR IS GOING TO GET STUCK IN THE SNOW :
1.idiot in front of you in a Honda Del Sol has attempted to drive thru a 2 ft embankment
2.causing you to come to a complete stop
3.causing a cluster fuck of cars
4.your behind a jackass stopped at the top if a hill causing you to slide backwards back down the hill
5.the moron in front of you is only driving 1 mph
now keep in mind my trip took 2 hours and was 2 blocks from my house

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SIGNS YOUR GOING TO BE LATE FOR WORK : 1. Your cat trips you in the garage cause she's pissed you got her the wrong food 2. You crack your head open on an unknown object 3. You are anemic and can't stop the bleeding 4. Your car just caught on FIRE
( maybe I should call in today )

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"WHY IS IT THAT SOME PEOPLES DESIRES IN LIFE ARE THE EXACT THING THAT KEEPS THEM FROM LIVING THEIR LIFE”

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"Will there ever be such a thing as a time machine? If there ever will, there must be one right now. For it won’t just exist then, it will exist in any era that it visits. So you don’t have to wait until one is invented. You just have to invite such a device to come and find you. Alternatively, you can stop wondering about whether it is possible to turn back the clock - and also be in less of a hurry to reach the future. For all that’s not perfect, what’s happening in your life, right now, deserves savouring"

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Before you don your suit of armour, sharpen your sword and ride your white horse to the rescue, make sure you can hear a genuine cry for help. Some people often claim to be unhappy - yet, secretly, inwardly, they are rather glad to have something to complain about. If you solve their problem, they’ll resent the removal of the grievance they have been nurturing. Nor are all ‘problems’ as problematic as they appear. Sometimes, we are better off with a slow, ongoing difficulty than dealing with the awkward side effects of a drastic solution. Think carefully before you act."

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"The world, scientists insist, is full of matter and anti-matter. By their calculations (and perish the thought they could ever be wrong) there is far more anti-matter than matter. What is anti-matter? Well, they’re not so sure about that. But as soon as they find out, they promise to let us know. One might presume that anti-matter is matter that doesn’t matter. If that’s the case, I’m right with them. You should pay heed to their wisdom, too. Don’t waste your time trying to account for something that really doesn’t matter and may not even exist."

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some people are like speed bumps on the road of life…sum causing more damage than others… just take your time going over them …..the damage will be less severe…..to your heart .... at least you will keep moving forward

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Come again
I didn't catch what you said
Come again
I didn't clock what you meant
I think I'm earning a subtle aversion to you
Someone must be looking after me
Making it so very easy to forget about you
Walk right past look right through and not feel a thing
Well I suppose it's got to happen when someone is too cool

Posted by crystal13 at 7:41 PM 0 comments    

TO THE MAN WHO IS RESPONSIBLE FOR THE CREATION MY FAVORITE SAYING....


"I'M A FERM BELIEVER IN KARMA...BUT ASSHOLES...THEY LIVE FOREVER AND SOMETIMES YOU CANT WAIT THAT LONG"


R.I.P. DAD


I FORGIVE YOU

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"Sometimes, when we hold back, we end up wishing that we had just let rip. We regret our restraint. Yet, sometimes too, we push too far too fast. Then we spend an eternity attempting to rectify the damage we have done. It is so hard to know where to draw the line. That’s because the line itself is fluid. You can no more put it in one definitive place than you can mark the spot where the sea meets the shore. It all depends on the climate. So what follows is not an immutable rule - merely the right advice for now. Hold back a bit"
— RESTRAINT

Posted by crystal13 at 9:44 PM 0 comments    

YOU KNOW YOU SHOULD CALL IT A DAY WHEN
A.you spend your entire 10 min break at work with your hand stuck in the rotating toilet paper dispenser in the bathroom stall
B.you get reprimanded on the tardy & told it will affect you attendance
C.at lunch you nuke your roast beef sand which(still in the plastic bag)to the point o…f well..lets just say..you have no idea where the bag went
D.you eat it anyway
— MY DAY

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"I'm sitting with my mom at the optometrist. she decides to tell me that every Xmas-B-day from ages 1-8 after two weeks of playing with my toys she would take them, put them in the attic. then re-gift me every Xmas-B-day.. I was in shock..(and the entire lobby was cracking up) i said “my childhood memories were a RE-Gif…t?” she replied(laughing)”you never knew the difference”. & she was right. smart lady.don't you think"
— RE-GIFT

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