I am a true scorpio . I am The Phenix Rising . Once you turn my stomach there is no going back . I only forgive because thats the only way to release your miserable existence from my life. I wont forget . You can count on that. I am emotional, sensitive and I love like no other....dont cross me for when Im done
Im done
It comes way too easy for me . For that I know I am blessed
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I'd rather do nothing and be happy than do something I don't love.
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i need you to listen for just a second. i don’t care if you only shop at thrift stores. and i don’t care if you read nothing but classic novels. it is not important to me whether you are sixteen or twenty-six, foreign or native, thin or overweight. i will not judge you. it does not matter to me what kind of haircut you have, what sort of statement you’re making while you lead a vegan lifestyle or if you enjoy steak and fried eggs, love sex, hate drugs, do cocaine, listen to simon and garfunkel. i’m not interested in how superior your taste in underground music is. i couldn’t care less if you’re wearing urban outfitters jeans, thrifted shoes, or a hollister polo. it is not important to me whether you are a writer, a dreamer, a painter, a gas station clerk, or if you’re living off food stamps. i don’t give a shit if you’re a hippie, a half-assed hipster, an atheist, a devoted christian, wealthy, dirty, catholic, homeless, jewish, buddhist, a smoker, a drinker, clean, or shy. i will not judge you. it doesn’t matter to me how extensive your vocabulary may be, which independent films you’ve seen, what books you’ve read, how high your iq is. i will still open the door for you, i promise. and i will let you sit near me if another seat is unavailable. even if you don’t like what i believe in, and even if i disagree with some of your ideas. i will fucking respect you. i will offer you some common decency, and not because it’s right, and not because you deserve it, but because that is what makes sense to me. this is what has always made sense to me. i’m a shadow, neurotic, opaque, and drunk with fascination. i’m you’re friend. and you don’t have to impress me, because i’m not here to impress you.
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Funny when you try to better your life , do something amazing for yourself. The people you believed in the ones that said they loved you .. Are the ones that leave you. It says a lot about a person and wot they are made of. They are made of lies. Plain and simple. They never really cared about your happiness or wanted you to succeed. They just needed a filler. Well Im still growing and learning . This lesson has been learned. When they come back , which they always do. .they are no longer welcome and we are not friends . After being careless with my heart and breaking it in two you can keep your half I dont want it back.. for I am strong enough to live with the pieces and love again. So you win. I officially want nothing from you
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“I like people with depth, I like people with emotion, I like people with a strong mind, an interesting mind, a twisted mind, and a mysterious voice and also someone that can make me smile without saying a word. I like people who shadow and are neurotic, opaque, and drunk with fascination. I like people who show off their flaws and take power over the fact that they go against society. I like people who pretend they have no fear and i like people that think going a day without a risk is a day not well spent.”
— Me
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Know your worth! When you give yourself to someone who doesn’t respect you, you surrender pieces of your soul that you’ll never get back. There comes a point when you have to let go and stop chasing some people. If someone wants you in their life, they’ll find a way to put you there. Sometimes you just need to let go and accept the fact that they don’t care for you the way you care for them. Let them leave your life quietly. Letting go is oftentimes easier than holding on. We think it’s too hard to let go, until we actually do. Then we ask ourselves, “Why didn’t I do this sooner?”
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– If you say you’re going to do something, DO IT! If you say you’re going to be somewhere, BE THERE! If you say you feel something, MEAN IT! If you can’t, won’t, and don’t, then DON’T LIE. It’s always better to tell people the truth up front. Don’t play games with people’s heads and hearts. Don’t tell half-truths and expect people to trust you when the full truth comes out; half-truths are no better than lies. Remember, love and friendship don’t hurt. Lying, cheating and screwing with people’s feelings and emotions hurts. Never mess with someone’s feelings just because you’re unsure of yours. Always be open and honest.
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Most of the time wot you are looking for is right in front of you
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You catch yourself forcing someone to love you. – Let us keep in mind that we can’t force anyone to love us. We shouldn’t beg someone to stay when they want to leave. That’s what love is all about – freedom. However, the end of love is not the end of life. It should be the beginning of an understanding that love sometimes leaves for a reason, but never leaves without a lesson. If someone truly loves you, they will never give you a reason to doubt it. Anyone can come into your life and say how much they love you, but it takes someone really special to stay in your life and prove how much they love you. Sometimes it takes awhile to find the right person, but the right person is always worth the wait.
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Start caring about how others treat you. – Choose your relationships wisely. Being alone will never cause as much loneliness as the wrong relationship. If you don’t value yourself, look out for yourself, and stick up for yourself, you’re sabotaging yourself. Life is too short to spend time with people who suck the happiness out of you. Love the people who treat you right, and distance yourself from the ones who don’t.
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And sometimes.. someone unbeknownst to them .. makes an amazing executive decision that makes your day, your night, it will Change Your Life
Thank you
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